Well the math competition was wonderful. Someone one our team got a negative two. I got a 3 out of a possible 120. But this one was pretty hard. Eighth place's score was a 16 so I was basically the same as everyone.

So i spent time talking to the family. Which is always a great thing. My dad has decided to let me go to the bassoon camp even though it means driving 4 hours to get there. I think he's a bit more enthusiastic about me pursuing music because he himself wishes he had the opportunity at a young age. I'm very fortunate to have parents that allow me to partake in band activities.

I also mentioned the idea of studying architecture abroad if things aren't looking up in the U.S anytime soon by the time i get into college. I mean I am in IB and when they say International i'm really hoping they actually mean international. Yeah i'm sacrificing the safety of being home in familiar surroundings or just a familiar country but I feel that architecture is just that one thing that I love more than anything to do. It's a job that i don't feel iffy about and I'm not just doing for the money.

I think i change careers way to often but this is something i'm changing back to! Well actually architects make nice money but there is a huge risk in it and loads of competition.

I really think i need to learn to be competitive. That and to stop being so hmm man i forgot the word. Ah yes self conscience. I think those two are the main things that drag me down in life. I really need to lean to speak properly. I think the my scatterbrained-ness is really showing. I'll stop talking.

BUt I'm very happy
though feeling physically miserable. I decided to a play with a kitty because i simply couldn't resist it's cuteness but my allergies are killing me.